Potent Pain

That title describes myself perfectly. It has been one of those really bad days today. The body hurts, the mind hurts and I end up hurting others because everything gets filtered through pain. I know it is not an excuse, nor a cop out, but it is reality.
I have a self imposed exile from my support group. One of us has let the other down.
I have not bothered to request more prayer from prayer partners, as I am sick of doing so.
The orthotics and meds.are making matters worse, rather than better. I don't know how much longer I can carry on like this. Something has to give and I believe it is my body,mind or both.